“My chest tightened like someone had caught me around the middle with a dull-toothed bear trap. I felt a shudder emanate from my center that made my fingers twitch and grow cold. Somewhere, deep within the confines of my mind, I heard auditory memory come to me all at once. The ringing shots, the screams, my own high-pitched shriek, and a long, hollowed, wheezing sucking of air and soul. As it shrank away, the sound of wet chunks of meat hitting tile drove the spectre back into the cavernous hole of my memory. ”